Being a high-heel wearer

Some say they love looking at girls wearing high-heels, but it is actually not as glamorous as it may seem. It is real pain, and not  just physical pain. A short girl wearing high-heels is not necessarily beautiful when she looks unstable  and fragile. A high-heel wearer cannot jump or run, nor can she be quick in times of emergency. So, it is not  impressive trying to fake your height.   

I am in the position of a high-heel wearer because I have to wear high heels to create an  impression. Without those high-heels, I may  look small and get lost in the crowd, so I  put on high-heels to stand a bit taller and  be among others. But I am not at ease having to wear those high heels: I am unstable and fragile, and  can fall down any time. And when I fall down, I get laughed at. It is so unfair that  because I try  to look better  and be a part of the group,  I get kicked out.  But I cannot complain when I am also to blame for not being true to myself and to others.

If only  I wouldn’t  have to force myself  into wearing high heels  as they do not necessarily make me look more confident, but make me slow, weak and in-pain.

If only  I could devote myself to extending my mind, instead of faking my height and trying to please those who never accept my limit.

If only  I could run barefoot and feel like myself again.