It's okay

There are  only three months to go, and  she  is under so much pressure burning candles at both ends  trying to get  into a university. A university- It sounds easy enough for some people, yet a real challenge for others. 

I used to pin much hope on her getting into one of the best schools, but then I come to terms with the fact  she is just average. She does not have interest in the books that I bought , nor does  she have the same belief in  the future plan I make for her. It’s okay. She has her own choice, and I am fine with that.

I remember having gone through that painful process myself. Staying up until 1 or 2 A.M, and getting up at 5 A.M was not uncommon.  I kept telling myself there were  always people better than me, and they were also trying harder, so  I could not stop for  just a moment lest I fail.
Now she is doing exactly  the same thing. She is working seriously on the test, but  that doesn’t seem enough.  There are problems yet to be solved; there are mistakes still being made. She has been better than me in a few things, yet worse in some others.  I am a bit worried, but that does not change anything. She must work  things out herself. There  is no way out of it.  But as long as she tries, whatever the result is, it's okay.